#tired

The weekend has been a blur. I have no clear boundaries between work and relaxation anymore. I also haven't written one word on my book. I did, however, spend the evening sketching out a character for a picture book. I'm not 100% happy with my sketch but I will keep at it until I figure…

I just ate my leftovers from yesterday, and it was so filling. I took a bath and washed my hair, and now I’m in bed. I have a facial mask on at the moment, and I feel absolutely perfect. My day was pretty awesome too. I finally finished part two of my music video. I…

Hey all,   I ready don't even know why I'm here, what to write, but seriously... I hit rock bottom, not addiction or anything, but psychologically , I'm ready messed up!   The fact that I'm being abused psychologically since i was a kid and thank God i was smart enough to realize that f...

Another day, another roundabout of shenanigans. As the hour progress, I do not. It seems as if every marking hour, minutes I am withheld. There is a sort of demonic laugh as the clock moves its maniacal hands as if to tick me off... and not in the touches of humour way. Is my worth…

I am already at a point where I feel nothing but tiredness. There are days when I feel kind of okay but mostly unhappy and unsatisfied. It's like nothing excites me anymore. I am just tired. Tired of life, tired of feeling empty. Just. Tired.

The pains of social media. I know I do not belong to it. I may have grown up with the generation that feeds the egos of all these young people, but my god, I do not belong. A few years back, I tried giving up social media for almost a year. It was good. So…

Everything feels so unreal,I’m drawing away from Jehovah,I’m so sad,I don’t feel complete,I’m tired,I don’t why I’m tired,but I’m tired,I just wake up tired,I know what to do but I don’t want to do it,I just wish I could be happy.

Today I can feel the weight of it Today I can feel the long-haul of the journey I can feel the desperation and the wanting Today I can feel the emptiness, that ringing in my ears that the silence brings I can feel the temptations the desires seeping out the sin of of my soul…

I spent the entire day thinking I was having a heart attack. I am someone who suffers from a variety of mental health issues. My journey goes something like this: I began becoming afraid of things I was previously not afraid of; the biggest example being flying. I was prescribed some medication t...