#tired

I feel like a bloody zombie today. The zombification levels are at about a 88%. I am upgrading Win10 into something else, I am not getting Win11, just upgrading Win10. I guess they (Microsoft) are doing this to the people who don't or can't get Win11.  I think a cold shower ought to perk me…

Today I can feel the weight of it Today I can feel the long-haul of the journey I can feel the desperation and the wanting Today I can feel the emptiness, that ringing in my ears that the silence brings I can feel the temptations the desires seeping out the sin of of my soul…

I spent the entire day thinking I was having a heart attack. I am someone who suffers from a variety of mental health issues. My journey goes something like this: I began becoming afraid of things I was previously not afraid of; the biggest example being flying. I was prescribed some medication t...

Hello. This is something that I wrote just a few minutes ago sitting outside of my house. I feel the need to get my thoughts out there, as I always feel as if nobody is ever listening.     I’m tired of crying every night I’m tired of feeling like nobody gives a shit about…

https://youtu.be/bz4HtlbS5DI My sister Bees is distantly related to Ashley MacIsaac. Bored shitless. But that is ok, non stop activity tires me. I am going to just relax now. I feel so sleepy... Sammy

More and more I find myself saying that. I feel on the edge of a mental breakdown and feel helpless to stop it. Like I’m watching it happen but can’t do anything to stop it. Not sure what I’d even do to stop it. Meds haven’t worked in the past. I don’t like the way…

I just heard someone on a commercial say that about running, he’s currently a professional runner. I’ve heard other people say that and that’s never been something I could say about anything. I landed in my career by accident really. It was something I was naturally good at when I was kid and it ...

I’m battling a depressive episode currently. I managed to recognize it based on how I was reacting to things that really don’t matter like driving, work emails, etc but I didn’t catch it in enough time to avoid it completely, unfortunately. I feel trapped. Trapped in my obligations, trapped in my...

I’ve randomly decided to start writing on here about how I feel since I don’t have anybody to talk to in person. I broke down again. It’s exhausting trying to act like I’m so put together.  I’m losing motivation for a lot and I’m tired of everything. I try to stay positive for my family…