#tired

Hello. This is something that I wrote just a few minutes ago sitting outside of my house. I feel the need to get my thoughts out there, as I always feel as if nobody is ever listening.     I’m tired of crying every night I’m tired of feeling like nobody gives a shit about…

https://youtu.be/bz4HtlbS5DI My sister Bees is distantly related to Ashley MacIsaac. Bored shitless. But that is ok, non stop activity tires me. I am going to just relax now. I feel so sleepy... Sammy

More and more I find myself saying that. I feel on the edge of a mental breakdown and feel helpless to stop it. Like I’m watching it happen but can’t do anything to stop it. Not sure what I’d even do to stop it. Meds haven’t worked in the past. I don’t like the way…

I just heard someone on a commercial say that about running, he’s currently a professional runner. I’ve heard other people say that and that’s never been something I could say about anything. I landed in my career by accident really. It was something I was naturally good at when I was kid and it ...

I’m battling a depressive episode currently. I managed to recognize it based on how I was reacting to things that really don’t matter like driving, work emails, etc but I didn’t catch it in enough time to avoid it completely, unfortunately. I feel trapped. Trapped in my obligations, trapped in my...

I’ve randomly decided to start writing on here about how I feel since I don’t have anybody to talk to in person. I broke down again. It’s exhausting trying to act like I’m so put together.  I’m losing motivation for a lot and I’m tired of everything. I try to stay positive for my family…

Sooooooo tired..... Two days a week, I get to spend the whole day with Bear. Other than about two to three hours in the evening, this is all the time I get to spend with her. I work a full forty-hour week; Lev works around forty-five hours a week; neither of us get to spend…

i always cry out of nowhere. even now  i made this account just to type out what i feel online and remain anonymous. everything went downhill when i entered middle school. i tried to  be someone im not, just to fit the stereotypes people had for me. "oh your parents are great people, you must&hel...