#vacation

Bear has endless energy. She's currently running from one end of the hotel room to another, turning around, doing it again. She's already decided that this is the Best Vacation Ever. We actually haven't done much. The point was to just get away, and many of the businesses here are closed, tempora...

I don’t know what I am doing in life. I will be turning my mid 30’s next year and part of me still wants to work on that associate of arts degree and the other part thinks that I will be too old when I finally graduate because I only take a couple of classes…

This entry was most likely written on July 23rd 2006. It is not very long, but tough... So, I guess it's hard to introduce this person who was a huge part of my life without any context, so I will take some time to explain about my Step Father Steve and at the same time…

So over a year ago, with almost two year clean from heroin I found myself facing a scale in a doctors office during my second month of nursing school... fairly upset. I felt, nasty, ugly and unwanted even though i had a man that at the time was nice to me and sexed me up…

I finally decided to stop procrastinating and log on and now I just don't feel like writing... All of the things I wanted to say I don't feel in the mood to say anymore but, I haven't been on here since before Christmas so here goes... Christmas went alright, we just mostly did snack stuff instea...