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• Sometimes u just never know

  August 18, 2012

    How small thngs can happen and restore your faith :) I met a new guy. Finally after all the frogs, the jerks, the pervs, etc this one seems to be ok thus far. I will call him Security Dude (SD). He is 37, has a job, a car, a place to live, and has…

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• So tired of the bs

  June 21, 2012

    As much as you are supposed to love your family. I am getting pretty fed up with mine. I have been divorced for less than a year, but it seems like no one understands what I am going through. I should just be moving on and things should be hunky dory. Well they aren't.…

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• Play wih fire you will get burned

  April 25, 2012

    So 8 months ago when my divorce was granted, I took one credit card and my ex took the other. Well fast forward to now and the said credit card he was paying is 3 months behind and I had to make a large payment to pay it current. However its in MY name…

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• Tarot and update

  February 15, 2012

    Found this site from my friend T. Thought I would give it a shot. Here is my reading: Card 1 (The World) : How you feel about yourself now » You are about to reach, or are already enjoying, a period of total fulfilment, wholeness and satisfaction - the arrival of your hearts desires....

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• Update :)

  January 20, 2012

    So I got a call back about the job and have an interview set up for Monday. I am nervous and hope it will go well. Its a customer service job, pays $10/hr, FT, benefits and NO WEEKENDS! Please pray, send good vibes, light whatever you can spare for me, especially Monday morning. Also ...

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• Quick list…

  January 18, 2012

    -Holidays were great. I love Nick's family and spending time with them. -Much happier working one job. Still hard on my knees and feet :( Just wish I could get insurance so I can get someone to tell me whats wrong! -My ex is a mother f'er. He pretty much doesn;t want to share…

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• Debt

  December 28, 2011

    is one evil son of a bitch :( I sat down with my mom tonight and looked at all my bills since I had the reccent additon of the hospital bills I acrued in October. I owe a whopping grand total of......$110,000.00 ugh This includes: Hospital bills, credit card and school loans. While its&hel...

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• X-mas x 3

  December 26, 2011

    So this was the first x-mas since my divorce. I was a little hesitant and not sure how it would turn out. Overall it was pretty well :) X-mas eve, Nick and I decided to celebrate our own x-mas. I had my girls over and we opened gifts. Nick got me a pretty promise…

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• Well son of a …..

  December 18, 2011

    BI**H! So 2 weeks ago I learned my position at the lab was being eliminated :( There was no chance for it to become permanent. The federal program they had funding from was apparently used to pay for mine and one other's salaries. While I was sad, upset and frustrated at first, I think&hel...

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