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This Morning: I was super emotional this morning. I listened to "Cut the Line" by Papa Roach a couple of times, then moved onto "The Ending" also by them. I couldn't sing along to that song without tears and my voice breaking up. I'm realizing how much of an emotional guy I am to the…

    Well here I sit at 3 in the morning, unable to sleep....surfing dating sites for Mr Right now. Why?? Does dating have to be so hard in your 40's.     Where do I start? My name is Jenny I am 47 and divorced for 2 years. I married my first love when…

Dear no one, I’ve always believed that what makes my life meaningful are the people that are in it, and that the purpose of life is to love and be loved. On my 21st birthday I learned that I would never have a deep and abiding romantic love. That a partner with whom I could…

Roomie, oh Roomie, why do you scare all the boys away? She had ONE that visited three days last week. Three days is a record. He seemed to genuinely like her, but it seems that she may have told him something about ME that was unfavorable. I think she told him that I yell at…

Love feels different with each person that I've fallen for. I remember falling in love when I was 16, and he told me we were going to get married. Young little virgins, we were. Then, after we had sex, things got a little strange and he started talking to other girls. He left me for…

We've already established that my roomie is an ancient evil entity that crawled out of some toilet out in the desert.. I dunno, I tried to sound raunchy. Finally, other people in her life are catching on. I no longer feel like I am pointing to something that other people do not see. My bf…

Work still sucks but I did make some progress that made me feel like things are starting to click. I shouldn’t be surprised when this happens but every time I learn something new for work or personal I always get frustrated that I’m not “getting it” but then, like a light switch, my brain catches...

I woke up at 7:30 this morning, still in a fog from the 6 pack of IPAs I had last night. As I lay there, my mind raced through the same thoughts I have been drowning in for some time, along with some new ones: My ex-wife has married again. That brings me joy, but…

Can you be with someone if you don't trust them? I am currently in a relationship with someone who has lied to me in the past, just because they "didn't wanna hurt me". Lying kills a relationship in my opinion, but yet here I am still with him. I love him I do but when…

Took the kids to the beach today. Everyone is at home now. Baths complete. Dinner in the oven. Life is pretty serene. Honey outside mowing the lawn.