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Last night I got a scary text from my husband. Today all I can do is hug my children and tell them over and over again that no matter what they do they can always call me. My husband ran out for snacks at 1am last night and texts me saying he'll be home late…

Journal June 29, 2021 Hello people, First, a big life sucks! I know some people have it worse, that’s what stops me from complaining about this alot. But I have finally broken, I might convince myself to stop thinking like this, that I’m being the ungrateful brat I am. And be appreciative that I ...

We talked to mum today, fuck goddammit. :| dammit. She Wants Whats Best For Me. capitalized for effect, her idea of best, she needs to be in control she always does and we feel like we're fighting like always to be something other than in her control, some independent person or least independent ...

I spent 4 days with my mum. She called it a holiday. We went to york, she complained about me being late despite it not being my fault and despite that she had told me its your holiday arrive when your ready. We looked around york everything I wanted to do "hey lets look in…

Things I will never get used to my mum saying "your dad" rather than dad, since she remarried after he died. Its been 14 years and about 5 or 6 since she remarried.

My mum called to make an appointment with my doctor at 7:15am and she was fully booked ;/ Impossible! Be fully booked after 15 minutes?! And I have no fever so there is no way to got to her. I have to wait until Monday or go to on-duty doctor in the evening. I ended…

Hello World! OMG I hadn't been there for such a long time! Sorry about that. There is a lot of things to write about... But easy... I was really sick (and I am still)... My sinuses are not clear, so breathing is quite difficult. But it's good enough to make me work out on PE and…

Hey Guys! It's Sunday evening and I am waiting for my pizza ^.^ *hungry* My favourite one called Gringo with dressing, cheese, salami, mushrooms, onion and pepper ^.^ Generally salami in pizza is the only way for me to eat any cold meat. Cuz I just hate it. I know I should eat it, even…

We wish You a Merry Christmas We wish You a Merry Christmas We wish You a Merry Christmas And a Happy New Year! Glad tidings we bring To you and your kin Glad tidings for Christmas And a happy New Year!   Hello Everyone! How are You? I am doing quite well. I breathe quite…

Hi! Maybe I should stop fighting for "normal life"? Maybe I should accept my life, backbone, infections? Maybe I should like it? Cuz it'll never change... It'll be like that during the whole my life. It's scared... And I'm afraid... I know how hard it's for my mum... From August she spe...