#parents

We talked to mum today, fuck goddammit. :| dammit. She Wants Whats Best For Me. capitalized for effect, her idea of best, she needs to be in control she always does and we feel like we're fighting like always to be something other than in her control, some independent person or least independent ...

I spent 4 days with my mum. She called it a holiday. We went to york, she complained about me being late despite it not being my fault and despite that she had told me its your holiday arrive when your ready. We looked around york everything I wanted to do "hey lets look in…

Things I will never get used to my mum saying "your dad" rather than dad, since she remarried after he died. Its been 14 years and about 5 or 6 since she remarried.