I'm Erik! I'm transgender. I'm gay. I figured that out after OD shutdown. I have a podcast (Odd Atheist Friends Podcast). I want to help make the world better.

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My Name is Erik

March 16, 2018
Hello again, Open Diary.   It's been a few years....haha. I didn't know you were back up until today, when my friend Matthew told me! Some fascinating stuff that has happened since 2014... I figured out I'm transgender. I identify as a trans guy and use he/him/his pronouns. I'm also gay, bec...
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Recent Entries

  • Villanelle
    November 26, 2013
    I had to write a villanelle for Poetry class...so here is my attempt. Not as dark as my normal poetry, but not too bad I think. :) Armadillo in the Night   On a collision course with the world, Allergic to time and suffocated by space, Inside, anger and anticipation swirled.   Like litt...
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  • A lot has happened….
    September 2, 2013
    Since my last entry... Well, I've met the love of my life...I think. He is amazing, and he's nice and wonderful....and just perfect for me. We've never argued, or anything... We've been dating for 8 1/2 months now...so everything's looking good so far. I graduated high school! And got 2 associate...
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  • Playing Cards at the Bottom of the Ocean
    December 5, 2012
    Playing Cards at the Bottom of the Ocean Let me sit here, Talking to myself. Unless we're fighting or having sex, Nothing is alright. Things are so fucked up, Way down deep inside. There's no where to run. I've got no where else to hide. I'm just tired of this whole game. This shit we…
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  • Hate Poem
    September 19, 2012
    Hate - August 18th, 2010. I want to go back to that date again. I'm not sure how this happened, And I don't know why. But honestly, I just want you to die. You probably don't know who you are. Actually, I don't either. But I hate you. Whenever I see you, I want to…
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  • Summer Nights
    July 9, 2012
    Summer Nights It's hot outside, We're both sweaty. You put your hand on my leg, and start breathing heavy. I look up at the stars, Then into your eyes, Somehow my pants Start to slip down my thighs. Frogs are chirping all around, But it seems the only sound that pulsates through my body is…
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  • Heartbreaker
    June 1, 2012
    Heartbreaker - I love to break your heart, It helps me get off. Watch me touch myself, As I watch you fall apart. The longer you cry, The longer I moan. I’m not the kind of girl That you want to take home. Sit in the shower, With your tears, blood, and sweat, It turns…
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  • Going Home Alone
    April 4, 2012
    A poem that I just wrote. Going Home Alone   Driving down the highway, Windows down, Hair blowing in my face, My cheeks cold with tears. I turn on the heat, So I can feel your embrace. The warmth is overwhelming, Your hug isn’t nice anymore. My shoulders are burning, I think I’m ...
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  • You Fucking Bitch
    March 3, 2012
    Just a poem I wrote a few months ago.. You Fucking Bitch   Do you know how bad you hurt me? What the fuck was your deal? Do you know how messed up my head is now!? Is who I thought you were even real?   Yo, bitch, I’m fucking tired of you. This is…
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  • Living Away from Home and stuff.
    July 17, 2011
    Well...a lot has happened since I last wrote. I have a lot I want to talk about, but I don't think I will talk about all of it. I've been living away from home in a dorm at Governor's School for a month and a half. It's almost over and I have to go home. I…
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