#anger

Punching rude people in the face should be socially acceptable. Two days ago (it has literally taken me over 24 hours to mentally process this interaction into a form that I can relate to other people)... So, two days ago, at work (my stress level slightly ticks up, even as I write this), as I&he...

Letting go of... Everything that happend this year i just constantly felt empty and angry some days when i just wanted to feel something i would hurt myself because if i wasn’t hurting myself i was hurting everyone around me. And if i wasn’t feeling angry i was feeling so sad most days i would&he...

Why the hell do people insist on using me as a punching bag? WHY?! Is it because I'm vulnerable? Is it bc they don't give a shit about my feelings? I have needs yes, but I also have wants and growing up as an unwanted foster kid, left me with a huge sense... of I…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51-sOgv3Or4 *8/29/19* I feel like I posted this song before, but it may have been on facebook. I had one of my bottom front teeth pulled yesterday, so now I look even worse. I already cover my mouth most of the time when I smile, now it's a necessity. Talking to pe...

This post, the previous post and the one following are pulled from met very first posts on this platform.  I am posting them here as a reset and also a welcome mat to all who care to read.  I don't intend to rehash all these things in detail but at least it is an intro…

Fuck you. I swore to myself that would never be something I would say to you with any serious meaning behind it, and I guess since you'll never read this, I've kept my promise.  But seriously, fuck you.  How could you do this to me?  To our families?  How could you string me along for…

As each day goes by, I guess it gets a bit easier. The thing that hurts the most is the thought of him with the girl. How he can move on so easily after ten years. Everything has always been so easy for him because his parents enable him. He never *really* needed to worry…

Well, all is quiet on the home front I guess. My bf came down Saturday to see my grandson & hang out with me. It was nice, not too stressed. I felt a bit of tension - but not a huge amount, so it was doable. We had a good time making pizza, trying to…