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I can't tell if im a main character or if im getting divine punishment for procrastinating on my essay. Also my hands are getting really dry today. I feel terrible about not having the motivation to do things. I wish I was as neurotic with grades as my new friend. Should I talk about my…

UK election: wtf. I guess we now know how the US felt electing trump at least brexit was least part understandable... this just isn't a choice between someone who would try to make things better (key word try I am fully aware some of his promises were over optimistic) compared to a bigot and a&he...

Wednesday 11th December 2019 Dear Diary, There are days i feel like I deserve to be treated less than human today is one of those days. Psychologist couldn't come today fair enough. anxiety has been sky high since I woke up (not good enough, not good enough, failure etc.) tomorrow I have an appoi...

Tuesday 10th December 2019 Dear Diary, Stuff and things of today: Network br0ke the still unknown reasons. Got up really late and Rainbow text me asking if I wanted to meet in town I did through I was late due to trying to fix the network everything was failing to connect to the router urk.…

Monday 9th December, 2019 Dear Diary, Today I successfully went for a blood test (at 9:40!) and rearranged my occupational health assessment. I went for a walk to, just my normal meander along the Mersey and up to the shops takes about an hour. I was so tired, actually I have been all day the&hel...

Sunday 8th December Dear Diary, Today was an OK day, we had the nurse come round to check on us she asserted that their is a backup plan should CMT not want to see me after my assessment on Friday im unsure if that im ill enough for them. I don't know we will find…

So last night I was thinking to myself and about how many attempts were made to quit cigarette throughout the years and I have came up with this idea of gifting myself the accomplishment of quitting cigarettes ! And so , the idea came about again this time around. Here is my logic to this....&hel...

Day 2 without nicotine, So yesterday there was a constant reminder like a bell ever 5 seconds *ding (cigarette) ..... *ding (cigarette) ..... *ding (cigarette)  Today feels different, occasional craving for nicotine here and there but that crave feeling is just not as consistent as yesterday . Li...

Well Good morning to whomever is reading, first I would like to tell you this is more or less for me and the people that would like to support each other through life experiences. I will continue about my day it is currently 9 AM and I have just arrived at the office. To give…

  Kill Switch is the term that popped in my head when I was thinking about what to title my first piece to my first blog ever. You might be asking, why 'Kill Switch'. This phrase, to me, represents the switch I flipped starting the kill of nicotine in my body... Yes I am addicted…