#divorce

life is good. i'm not sure i ever expected to feel this way again, but i do.  my divorce was final in december 2018.  there have certainly been tough times between then and now, but i've done my best to just go with the flow and experience the joy in each day as much as…

We both work graveyard shifts at different hospitals that are a couple miles apart. I live nearby, while she lives 25 min away. SHE texted ME that she had brought my mail and would drop it off after our shifts (I get off 30 min before her), or if I am already asleep she could…

When she said she wanted a divorce in Dec. 2018 (after I asked her, mind you--she couldn't bring it up on her own), she said she needed to figure herself out. We both realized that our ideas of marriage were different. She grew up with a mom who had been divorced 3x. I grew up…

Everyone says she didn't love me the way I deserved to be loved. Everyone says she didn't deserve me. That she wasn't there for me the way I needed. Maybe they're right. Maybe, even if she decides to come back, as we have said might happen (despite divorce), maybe I should move on. Maybe I…

I signed the final divorce papers, but they can’t be turned in until June 23rd. She says she feels lost, broken. I feel alone, hurt, angry. I text her occasionally. She responds. She never texts me first though. I try not to blame myself. But how can I not on some level? The pain is…

Together since December 2012. Married May 13, 2017. We've had problems for awhile. She won't communicate. I asked her if she wanted a divorce December 2018. She said yes. I moved out January 13, 2019, from the home we bought together in March 2018. She told me she was going to start the divorce p...

Wow, what a warm welcome I received on here! It's so nice to know that a supportive OD community still exists -- I really appreciate you guys sharing your own mental health journeys with me. Someone commented that their son did very well on Wellbutrin, and apparently that was all the push I neede...

I will leave My heart at the door I won’t say a word They’ve all been said before, you know So why don’t we Just play pretend Like we’re not scared of what is coming next Or scared of having nothing left Look, don’t get me wrong I know there is no tomorrow All I…

You didn’t even give things a chance to turn around.  You just gave up.  Why?  Why can’t you tell me?  How am I supposed to move on with my life without knowing why you couldn’t love me, why you were too weak to choose me? I hate you today and I feel justified in that. …

Fuck you. I swore to myself that would never be something I would say to you with any serious meaning behind it, and I guess since you'll never read this, I've kept my promise.  But seriously, fuck you.  How could you do this to me?  To our families?  How could you string me along for…